Many people have come and gone in my life. Friendship’s are fun while they last, but they won’t for long. For once, when someone tell’s me they’re my best friend, and they will alway’s be there for me, I’d like for that to be true. Fuck people, I hate them.
I’m really happy today. I’ve had the best last two day’s. Friday night, my mom actually let me stay out until 1AM, which was surprising in itself. I was at Dennis with Breanna until 1AM, and we had so much fun. We blew up condom’s, talked to stranger’s, ran in traffic, and stalked cat’s. Then yesterday I went and met her at Kroger’s. She brought along two straight boy’s, something I’m not normally not happy about, seeing as most straight guy’s are normally either scared of me, or hate me. But for once, these two were actually pretty cool. We went behind Kroger’s and this guy was loading boxes on a truck and let Breanna have one. We put a whole bunch of shit in it and called it our house. Then we went to the graveyard and MacArthur, and one of the straight boy’s had to go. Then our house “flooded” in a water fountain. I guess that’s that’s what we get for not having a roof. Afterward’s, we went to Rebel’s house. I’ve known Rebel since I was in like Kintergarten, because our grandma’s were like best friend’s. Unfortunately, his grandma died recently, and I hadn’t seen him since the start of eighth grade. Since then he’s changed a lot. he’s gotten taller, more mature, and he came out of the closet as Bi-sexual. we all had a great time, gossiping and talking about the good ol’ day’s. In the end, Rebel and I wound up making out. He’s a really good kisser, teehee. Breanna and I then had to go, because Breanna had to go home soon and wanted to go to the park and visit another friend. I go home soon afterward’s, and Rebel’s actually ask’s me out when i get home! I didn’t really know what to say. He’s not ugly or anything, he’s super sweet and I’ve known him forever, but there’s really only one problem-I’m taller than him. I normally like a guy that’s taller than me. I decided to throw out vanity from being part of my decision though, and now we go out. And, I feel happy. I feel like I can actually trust him.
Forgive me tumblr, for i have yet to tumbl this month.
